I'm still here.....I think.

I actually somehow have a quiet moment and thought I would try and update....school starts soon so I am hoping to have more time to blog.
O.k. Where to start??
The kids and I are doing well. It has defiantly been a time of change and adjustments but, holy cow, my kids are amazing. They are doing great with all the stuff going on. Gary and I have kept on good terms so the kids don't have to deal with our crap....they can just keep being kids. They see daddy alot....almost everyday. He has his own place and they go for sleepovers and hang with him there. It seems to be working well for all of us. Mr. Reuben is the most amazing little man!! He has stolen his momma's heart....and his Aunties and his Nana's and his Bugga's (grandma) and a few others as well. He is doing amazing with his breathing and is no longer on his monitor!! I have weaned him and he is on a bottle now. It makes me kinda sad but he is sleeping way better and can spend time with his dad now too. I guess my milk was really affected by all the stress in my life...he was nursing every 2-3 hours all day and night but now that he is on the bottle he is eating every 4 and is only up once at night!!! OH HAPPY DAY!
Well, my moment of quiet just got interrupted by kids so I have to fly...I will post pics soon!